There's something unnerving in the air today
I can't feel its weight anymore
Or can [[I]]?
Nothing makes sense after [[you]] think of it for too longThe candle's [[flame]] sits too high
Wax drips down like [[water]]. I to i
Heat dissipates through the air and leaves [[you]] cool
Snuffed out--a [[crowd]] of [[smoke]]You tread the [[water]]
Turbulent and riptied like a riot
Sticks move like candles
[[I]] don't know what to do with the [[flame]]s
And lose you in the panic of the [[crowd]] and [[smoke]][[call]] me
Dance like [[smoke]] [[crowd]]ed above my head
Cartooned face. scrunchied up nose
There is no [[water]] to quench my thirst.I am an afterbrith of [[flame]]
The remnants of the rigor of creativity [[water]] drowned
There is no [[crowd]] for my funeral
no siren [[call]] of my song
I am what I wasThere is nothing quite like the firstime i saw your eyes
blue with the hint of [[smoke]]
An ocean on the morning or steamed water over kitchen [[flame]]s
Make something beatufil out of the [[crowd]]ed mess of my memory of you
[[call]] me if you get lost on the wayMaddened or is that cliche now?
Book titles sseem like what they would [[call]] out
Voices like fanned [[smoke]] above [[flame]]s
there is no way to calm the [[water]]fall of voices
Help me
i left this [[message]] in a [[bottle]] for you
Did you find it? Am I seen?
Is this [[enough]] for you?The page is empty as it sits before you
Everything that came before soaked in water and flame
Smoke and timers at the door, barking like dogs
Debt collector scary as the sun sits low
This isn't for you. It's just an assigment blown
Into the air--out of proportion. I forget the way the crowd
Feels. The tea kettle stings leftover on the edge of my lips
Worse than a kiss half-bitten
Bloodbuzzed and still the page sits empty
Last call for instruction manualsWater and flame make smoke
Petey, or mybe you prefer agave
Either way the burn will sift across you
Nose and lips casualties among the crowd
Of cups. Call me King. I made this
Mess and it sticks to my hands like salt
Maybe it'll even turn the air sour
If that's its name
There is no good end to this
Call me before the dead end of this cul de sacHemingway points his gun at my liver
Raymond Carver his pen to my temple
Bukowski is slumped in the corner
I should call someone
Maybe I should call you
Yes, regress from the smoke if you can
Before fire and flame were more common than
Coming up for air. Trade in the riptide that
Tried to carry you under water. Stand in line
For the vanity of the city.Safe in the unidentity of
A crowd that does not care
Lose the high in the mirror and rememeber where they ended up
Not in your head, but in the ground